All Other Ground Is Sinking Sand

While Morgan was in the hospital, several people made comments like, "I don't know how you do it," "you are really strong," and "I don't think I could make it." 

Well...I didn't do it.....I am weak.....I didn't make it.  God did. 

There is no way a person can make it out of  a situation like having your child fighting for their life, day after day, without God, wether they believe in him or not. No one is strong enough, brave enough, determined enough. I think of the song, "On Christ the Solid Rock I Stand, All Other Ground Is Sinking Sand." God gave me strength to get though it even in the darkest hours. 

It is impossible to explain the power that God has in situations like this. I, Lindsay, would never have been able to have a child naturally after 5 days of labor, hold my daughters hand who is only days old as they put a PICC line in her veins, or stand by her side not knowing if her next breath will be her last. No human, not even a mommy, could do this alone.