Friday, June 8, 2012

Miracles:
     I am not sure why they happen for some and not for others. Morgan is a true miracle from God; of that I am sure. My husband and I had battled with conception for years before we were told that having kids was a near impossible, only to use the last pregnancy test I had to discover that a blessing was on its way.

    From the start it was rocky. The first blood test the OBGYN had me go through turned out poor numbers and it was a question if the pregnancy was even going to continue. Two days later and the numbers doubled the way they should. A couple of weeks later I discovered some blood and was once again afraid we were going to lose the baby. An ultrasound was our only relief (and the 6 other pregnancy tests that I bought throughout the next few weeks).

    What a miracle. What a miracle. What a miracle. But why us?  Sure we are good people but not the best. We are believers but not the most dedicated. We are comfortable but not near rich. Maybe it isn't God blessing us but instead blessing Morgan. Not by having us as her parents (which I am sure she will agree with in the future) but just by having life. There is a reason she survived....no....lives.

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